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by ivy z

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1.
23 04:59
one morning you’re fine the next one breaks your heart hope we’ll be strong enough but i don’t know if i can help you out you took your shirt off thought it was the love you’ll never play the song you’re still waiting for the final call well you’re still waiting for the final call twenty three changed everyone changed everyone years are gone did it happen? the talks back in the car? can we go out? can we go just outside? warning signs will you stay? the bar’s not closing now twenty three changed everyone changed everyone years are gone did it happen? the talks back in the car? can we go out? can we go just outside? warning signs will you stay? the bar’s not closing now i still don’t sleep well the rattle of the chains why do my words feel pale? like a shooting from a quiet rail like a shooting from a quiet rail twenty three changed everyone changed everyone years are gone did it happen? the talks back in the car? can we go out? can we go just outside? warning signs will you stay? the bar’s not closing now twenty three changed everyone changed everyone years are gone did it happen? the talks back in the car? can we go out? can we go just outside? warning signs will you stay? the bar’s not closing now
2.
and i know it brings the worst memories but it was me, it was me think about it too just think about me think about me and i don’t even wanna know what touching me meant to you for the past year when you felt nothing and i’ve hated hated myself for years but they say every pain fades away in the end and i’m sorry believe me it scares me and i also feel things i’ve never felt before in my life it’s not easy easy to love deeply but i wanna try it before it gets too late and i know i bring the worst memories let the lake dry, let the lake dry think about better days ahead and about new love about new love i don’t even wanna know what touching me meant to you for the past year when you felt nothing and i’ve hated hated myself for years but they say every pain fades away in the end and i’m sorry believe me it scares me and i also feel things i’ve never felt before in my life it’s not easy easy to love deeply but i wanna try it before it gets too late
3.
ruins 03:00
the thin branches behind the window in a place where i’m at home i don’t mind bringing strangers this place was never meant to be abandoned be abandoned be abandoned be abandoned be abandoned be abandoned they thought i was happy they wanted to ruin it then i choked every time i saw their name you called me at night you wanted to hear me then i learned it was the beginning and end the old floor big enough for dancing string lights hanging on the wall i wish i could sleep all night maybe i was designed to stand alone to stand alone to stand alone to stand alone to stand alone to stand alone to stand alone they thought i was happy they wanted to ruin it then i choked every time i saw their name you called me at night you wanted to hear me then i learned it was the beginning and end
4.
flower dress 04:56
we stopped pouring oil on troubled waters a couple of months ago we knew the storm would make it better to let us go to let us go to let us go who would ever guess i’m alone in my flower dress half past ten third storm of the day it’s the only thing that i can stand who would ever guess i’m alone in my flower dress half past ten third storm of the day it’s the only thing that i can stand the only thing that i can stand i cannot let you come closer cause you would carve into my body with your hands you would paint colors on my face story retold i cannot let you come closer cause you would carve into my body with your hands you would paint colors on my face story retold story retold skin to skin story retold skin to skin story retold we stopped talking we knew how this would end i read seven books that month i did not find what i was looking for i sent poems to everyone to everyone to everyone who would ever guess i’m alone in my flower dress half past ten third storm of the day it’s the only thing that i can stand who would ever guess i’m alone in my flower dress half past ten third storm of the day it’s the only thing that i can stand the only thing that i can stand

about

7'' limited edition record available on Korobushka Records.

2023 was a year of highs and lows. it felt like an uphill battle filled with divorces, breakups, and new challenges not only for me and my closest ones but also for a lot of my friends.

to close out the year, here i am, with some new tunes. writing music is still the best therapy and these songs kinda helped me navigate through the tough times. they're about all of you who ended long-term relationships and the struggles that came afterward.
like it or hate it, both are fine.

(also i've always loved the transition from winter to spring so you may enjoy the music under the spring night sky)

thanks for your support, it means a lot.

love <3

L

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released April 10, 2024

all songs written, recorded, mixed and mastered by ivy z

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ivy z Czechia

sad & weird lo-fi pop / slowcore -- solo project of Lenka Zborilova -- also vocalist and lyricist in Billow

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